self control

the loll

urge to pleasure

myself way too much

and as such

pollute and taint

my ability

to think clearly

panic and manic

mania is fun

and nice

for me alone

or you in yours

perhaps

but it must

be limited

and the time

which is neither yours nor mine

and cannot be gotten back

as a mulligan

is wasted

taste

the sense

of urgent

desire

and weigh

it versus

perhaps later

or never at all