tired

so

off i go

they can follow if they

like i do not

think they even noticed

what i did

that i made

a change

which is fine

cos the alternative

is for me

to upset

them further

and why go there?

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tirade!
they

came pouring

out words

harsh

and real

to the way i feel

and have felt

my whole

life

alone

yet not

misunderstood

awkward

danger

from a stranger

daggers that make me stagger

and reel

how did she go from disaster

to yet a new lover so quick?

like the flick

of a wrist

twists

i will never

know

and so

the wall

is a chasm

a spasm

of man to woman

x to y

an axis

of being

autistic

and a fuck up

so it goes

thanks

i think
>>”????????????

cold

ask

task

private

dancer

images

a friend

even when

she gives

me what i think i want

it is disgusting

to me

that she stayed

with a pig

a cheater

a lout

only death

literally separated

them

the vow

is not realistic

we age

and change

over time

and find

out just

whom your lover

is

with

and without clothes

and the wall

oh fuck!

prepare

care

dare

to move

sidle

dark

up

a hill

not all a thrill

but it helps

clear

the cobwebs

from my mind

think a little

close off

all the negatives

and people

too dense

to get out of a cliched

cleek

not for me

so bye bye

you will not be missed

stray dog

an ugly grey

pug

cut the corner

near the fire station

and bumped

me

nearly jumped

me

kept

my balance

increased

me speed

and was

grateful for it being

pulled away by another dog

this one at least on a leash~

meet me

see me

as i am

not how who you want me to be

and i you too

well include

you in the dialogue

simple as

how are you?

i am fine ty

for asking

peace

be with you!~

cling

jangle

bam

whap

frap

sleep

be coming

sugar and salt

and all that jive