what s that?

eh pay

for that

rampant

vapid

sin

and what the hell

you had to yell to win

so why go there?

as if i give a flying fuck

or care

who you sleep

with

fight and weep with

gimmee

clear

and get the fuck outta here

thanks ever saw much

mah dear

lol

ttly

weight

heft

how clever

how ever

it is not funny

nor fun

to be possessed

by too much flesh

this is a prime test

of an appetite

comfort

for feeling

the hate of self flow

and grow within

and the harsh

mean words

we heard as kids

did not help either

purge and binge

knees hinged

throw it up

stuff it down

wear the crown

of too much of the wrong

too little of nutrients

like compassion kindness

and love

for ang and annie too

freedom

for some

did come later

and i the white hater

but not of them

then nor now

but still

holiday

reflect

the sense

of what is free

this small victory

like anything else in life

comes with and at a cost

cling to gains

and hope for not too many losses

fear or faith?

do you trust?

then we you and i must

feel safe

no matter what we do or do not see

this is loss away

and a win victory

from a homily by fr john norman

body betrayed me see?

too short

sport

can t jump

or exceed your hump

man a plane

main frame

what?

too sharp

to be like me

x to y

ask

it does count

in fact

tale of the tape

calorie heat unti

sugar be sweet

salt trampled

by words and feet

for ang

google

fumble and muggle

it could

be a staid

still lock down

careful Annie

Joe mebbe coming home

cos the jazz is done fa now

eh?

my faces

is all over the place

she s a year older

alone

save for the phone

what do you say?

hello hi to day

the worst is over

and still

why am i here

when

the obvious

doctor died

the fold

be bold

the machine

is off

you feel like

shit

cos you

walking on borrowed time

and walking a thin red line

of good ane evil

do tell

well?

oh hell

what the fuck is wrong now!?

cat gotcha tongue

you aint the one

who makes me go hi ho silver

anyways

so drop it

go off

your name on my tongue

you wag

you bitch

you silly

prawn

lmao

am i

i am not

trustworthy?

as a liar

and a bold older

story teller

not likely

is it

he asked

are you alan?

i said certainly not sir

i do not mean to help

people with their minds

so you know

too

i want the one

thing you won t give

oh booo hooo~

shake

salt

too much

and even in water

pepper on it please

nothing in the least

can shake

my body

and mind

like the jolt

from watering

on the tongue

be i older

and not quite as young!