the feeling at best is

ambivalence

hate and love

sadness and joy

tears and laughter

but if and when i allow

tom or tess

to affect me

it is my fault

my sins are real

no matter how i feel

i need

i want

i haunt the wrong places

try much too hard

to make you like me

and talk to me

well hell

the truth be known

and true blue

do not encourage me

if you find me weird

wired or offensive

let s no longer

pretend that there is a chance

you and i could be friends

here or anywhere

best to face the

facts of my limitations

but i will live

in pride

and joy

no matter

what!

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